YOU come
here??
[ DON'T MIND HIM HE'S JUST TRYING TO WRAP HIS HEAD AROUND THE IDEA -- it's Gokudera-kun, after all, but by this point he really does need help -- ]
You would do that and not mind??
here??
[ DON'T MIND HIM HE'S JUST TRYING TO WRAP HIS HEAD AROUND THE IDEA -- it's Gokudera-kun, after all, but by this point he really does need help -- ]
You would do that and not mind??
[ sahsdhjdshjasdj ]
NO don't!! That'd be worse!!
[ wait maybe it was bad to phrase it like that but -- it'd just feel like he was betraying Kyoko-chan, maybe. ]
It's
fine
just I really don't know how it
works, other than the obvious, so...
it'll probably be really bad.
[ he might as well just admit it? ]
NO don't!! That'd be worse!!
[ wait maybe it was bad to phrase it like that but -- it'd just feel like he was betraying Kyoko-chan, maybe. ]
It's
fine
just I really don't know how it
works, other than the obvious, so...
it'll probably be really bad.
[ he might as well just admit it? ]
[ ...the "ten minutes" makes him stare at the device for a moment in both confusion and surprise before he hesitates, resigns, and sends back ]
it's urgent
it's urgent
great! :) you don't have to bring anything. just show up for the free food and booze
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tranquilizing
2013-04-12 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
you okay, caro?
[yeah, he knows]
Where you at?
[i.e. where are you hiding?]
Where you at?
[i.e. where are you hiding?]
[really, he's so glad they've moved past the days of hayato lying to him to keep up appearances. he doesn't even think twice about heading that way and it's not too long before he's slipping inside the cafe and peeking around the door]
Mind some company?
Mind some company?
Tch-- Like saying no will defer you, anyway...
[ he's hunched on his office chair with it turned away from the door, trying to just get away because he upset the tenth and the tenth upset him and the best friend that he's made in this place knows that he doesn't like himself and their fight was public and the tenth wants to go home and oh goddamn it why can't he just be happy? ]
[ he's hunched on his office chair with it turned away from the door, trying to just get away because he upset the tenth and the tenth upset him and the best friend that he's made in this place knows that he doesn't like himself and their fight was public and the tenth wants to go home and oh goddamn it why can't he just be happy? ]
Yeah, well [his smile is quick to make an appearance, the soft, warm one, filled with obvious affection for it's recipient as he slips inside all the way. without asking, he slips behind the chair, wraps his arms around it and it's occupant, and presses a gentle kiss to the top of his lover's head] I know a good thing when I see it.
[ he needs this hug and this comfort but he also doesn't want it because he's upset the tenth. he almost straight out told the tenth that he's happier here than he is back home which should be an insult, right? for the first time in a long, long while, gokudera bristles when he's hugged instead of sinking into it. ]
You're-- pretty damn blind, then...
You're-- pretty damn blind, then...
[it's okay, he gets it. one of his hands comes up and sweeps back his bangs, so he can lean over the chair back and dust a kiss there.] Nah. My eyesight's always been 20/20.
[sweeping a thumb gently over the sharp line of a familiar cheekbone, he stares into green eyes he loves so much.] It'll be okay, you know. He's not going to stop caring about you just because you don't agree on something.
[sweeping a thumb gently over the sharp line of a familiar cheekbone, he stares into green eyes he loves so much.] It'll be okay, you know. He's not going to stop caring about you just because you don't agree on something.
[ he really, really wants to be comforted. but, when eye contact is made there's a thick knot of shame in his stomach and they dart away. two steps forward, ten back, huh? ]
It's not-- Hn... I told the Tenth that the world he wants to return to isn't good enough, after he's worked so damn hard to save it-- It's where he feels safe, and I--
[ he swallows, digging nails into the leather of the chair. ]
Insulted him.
It's not-- Hn... I told the Tenth that the world he wants to return to isn't good enough, after he's worked so damn hard to save it-- It's where he feels safe, and I--
[ he swallows, digging nails into the leather of the chair. ]
Insulted him.
I saw. [coming around to face the front of the chair, he drops to his knees before hayato. finding his hands, glad that it's the leather chair and not his own palms he's abusing, takeshi threads their fingers together.]
Dont think you insulted him though. I'm sure Tsuna doesn't think so either. Mostly, he's just confused, cause he doesn't get it. Most people don't, in the beginning. You know that.
You and I though...[squeezing lightly, reassuringly, he brings one of hayato's hands to his lips, whispers kisses over each of his knuckles] we've been here a long time now. It changes things.
Dont think you insulted him though. I'm sure Tsuna doesn't think so either. Mostly, he's just confused, cause he doesn't get it. Most people don't, in the beginning. You know that.
You and I though...[squeezing lightly, reassuringly, he brings one of hayato's hands to his lips, whispers kisses over each of his knuckles] we've been here a long time now. It changes things.
Edited (what is html??) 2013-04-13 16:50 (UTC)
[ he wants to say something else self-defeating. he wants to insult himself and let takeshi know how much of an awful person he is, let himself know how much of an awful person he is and how he doesn't deserve the life he's been given, but a beat passes and he deflates with a sigh. ]
You're too damn good at your role.
[ the tranquil rain that washes away everything. ]
You're too damn good at your role.
[ the tranquil rain that washes away everything. ]
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