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[he knows hayato, knows no one is as hard on him as he is on himself. and the way takeshi figured it, life had to be hard if someone was putting you down every single day, so it was on him to counteract that. ]
I gotta be, when it matters. And you matter, caro. You always matter.
I gotta be, when it matters. And you matter, caro. You always matter.
[ again, he wants to protest. but, he makes sense. even without using his flames, takeshi is built to calm and diffuse and knows what to say in any situation. there's another sigh, and he lets himself slide off of the chair, onto the ground and nearly into yamamoto's lap.
he'll take that hug, now. ]
he'll take that hug, now. ]
[takeshi simply gathers him up into his lap, tucks his head under his chin and wraps his arms around hayato securely, offering him every measure of comfort he can in a hug as he whispers i love yous in every language he knows.]
[ he's safe and he's warm like this and the sweet nothings of love only combine to reminding him how badly he doesn't want to leave this place. he doesn't want to forget and go back to not understanding what it feels like to love someone or to what kissing feels like or what it feels like to have part of someone's soul so completely embedded into your own. it stings, being reminded of what he has here and what the tenth wants him to go back to. ]
I don't want--
[ he cuts himself off, swallows, and tries again. ]
...
I'm not leaving.
I don't want--
[ he cuts himself off, swallows, and tries again. ]
...
I'm not leaving.
I don't think the choice is always up to us... [takeshi pets and traces small, random patterns over the backs of hayato's hand, his voice gentle] but as long as it is, I'm not either.
[ he lets himself be held, for now. lets takeshi be tranquil and say nice, calm things. lets him pet and trace and soothe. eventually, though, because no matter how traquil takeshi is he can't stop hayato's mind from going into overdrive, his brain wanders and he finds himself brushing a hand through takeshi's hair. ]
It's getting too long.
It's getting too long.
[it makes him chuckle and affectionately, he bumps their foreheads together.]
I can grab one of my wakizashi if you want to go at it.
[his thumb brushes the line of a sharp cheekbone, cups his face] I trust you.
I can grab one of my wakizashi if you want to go at it.
[his thumb brushes the line of a sharp cheekbone, cups his face] I trust you.
[your indignation, it's cute]
Haha, why not?
Haha, why not?
Oh I see. Only love me for my looks, huh? [with another laugh he lets his arms loop loosely around hayato and runs his palms up and down his back. he smiles into the kiss.]
Don't worry, I wouldn't tell. Come on, try it. You can always grow it back with your flames if it gets too short. [he thinks it's only fair, after all, you let him holes in your body]
Don't worry, I wouldn't tell. Come on, try it. You can always grow it back with your flames if it gets too short. [he thinks it's only fair, after all, you let him holes in your body]
Haha, fine. I just offered cause it's handy. [little box in his pocket, after all. didn't even require moving from their spot on the floor.] Though I guess you could probably use your flames too, huh?
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